she called it ..

Hey there ...
His world has been grey since long time ago.
He can't complain about the colour grey !
60 percent of his favourite cloths are grey ones ...,
but still  he doesn't like this grey, it's so dull.
So he searched for some drugs,
wich would turn a grey into a bath of colours !
He found them... first trough telling lies...
Like he would need another persons warmth so that he can be happy!
And because of that he started to do embarrasing things like
using pure words with his tainted mouth.
His mouth was tainted because he was liying to himself.
He found two victims inside him.
The freaking player and the ugly hutch.
He is sorry, he knows. He is the one who did embarrasing stuff but,
He never was serious about her !
Even though he used many pages and thoughts for her.
The thruth is...,it was only for him.
He wanted to statisfy his dusty heart...but then he met her.
Why the hell did she have to bring colours into his tainted darkness ?
Such wonderful pure colours...
If he knew that colours would be so hard, so complicated ...
He wouldn't have searched for something against this dull grey !
He would have never tried this drug !
He wouldn't even know about the existence of this drug.
This drug wich she named as Love !